Saturday, March 13, 2010

Part 23: Strange fact of my life!

I couldn’t imagine the fact that thereafter I would not be able meet my sir daily. But life literally goes on. Really?

That night I spoke to my Sir. I don’t know why I was worried about him. How he can spend the next one or two month until he finds another job? Being highly educated and having all the qualities, I have seen many people who are still unemployed. Whether it is the tragedy of today or problem of tomorrow? I couldn’t understand. But this thought did not leave my mind. Lack of opportunities and the problems to lead a life became the main inspiration for Sparsham plot.

Trust me; there may not be any story in which the main character suffers on Indian silver screen like the hero Rohit of Sparsham suffers before realising his dreams, before he gets success. But what is the difference between success and happiness? Normally all movie get over when hero and heroine get married or when hero kills the villain! But marriage is not the end. The real life begins only after the marriage! In our real life we will not fight against the villains. In fact whether we face any villains in real? But the circumstances, which we face, are the real villains. Isn’t it? That’s why I always opine the one who faced his life’s problems is the real hero! Success is getting what you want and happiness is wanting what you get. Sparsham deals with this life. How Rohit faces the real problems of a common person. He depicts a real life a person in the world of showbiz, which is the bowl of soup in which jealousy, anger, envy, spite, manipulation and other stellar qualities are the key ingredients. Even after facing all these when he finally gets success the major turning point of his life occurs. Falling in love with his first love once again, that is too when he has a lovely, understanding wife and 6 months old cute baby boy!
Trust me. Without any sequence of vulgarity, the main characters named Rohit, Nisha, Gayatri, Avinash and Vishal will leave such an impression in your mind and heart, which is inerasable for your life time, if it comes on silver screen. There cannot be any person who cannot identify himself or herself in the leading characters of Sparsham. Till the date the story of Sparsham is very close to my heart among all.

I always used to say when I get totally upset the author in me triumphs. Yes. My Sir’s departure from my life played a major role in the Sparsham plot. Before I get carried away about Sparsham, let me come back. It took almost a month to digest the fact that I would never get him as my lecturer again.

Seriously, after my Sir’s departure the wonderful memories of the moments, which I spent with him, started to haunt me. I had to keep myself away. No other option. I have decided to continue my studies almost as correspondence. I spoke to my Principal regarding this. He was almost in a surprise that how could I manage? I assured him as my cousin Dinesh was studying with me and was getting 2nd Rank. So I can cover the notes and portions with him. Principal agreed for the unusual request of mine according to which I had to attend only the exams not the regular classes. I had decided to forget the haunting memories by keeping myself busy with my work. I was successful in convincing our Principal. I can still remember the words of Lokesh who is a big fan Vikram when I told him about my decision.

‘Hari! Only you can take such decisions. All the best! We will miss you. Don’t ever forget me and also don’t forget to watch Gemini and Vikram’s other movies and tell how was it How was his performance? Okay?’

‘Okay! Sure, Lokesh. I’ll surely do.’ , I assured.

In the few days, once accidentally, I saw the clippings of O Podu song on Sun T.V. Just for few seconds it was which reminded me the words of Lokesh. I just felt that he (Vikram) dances well. I told my elder brother to get the VCD for me. He brought it.

Can u believe it? I was just forwarding the whole movie till that song O podu appears. Haha. I just saw the song and after that I switched off the T.V. I did not see the movie at all. Very recently I saw the whole movie. That time I had just thought that he dances well. Thereafter I was least bothered about him.

One of my friends, the music shop owner who used to play Gemini songs. And he was a big admirer of Vikram. When he showed me the King movie’s audio, I saw the picture of Vikram in which he had cigar in his mouth. Seriously I hate the people who smoke. If they are educated then no need to ask. I seriously start to hate them for their bad habit. I think you guessed it. I got irritated. If I was not mistaken I did not see him smoking anywhere in Gemini movie even though it was the role of a rowdy. I have seen one song Saturday Sunday of King Movie once on SS Music channel. I still remember my words when my friend asked about the King songs that whether this movie would be a big hit like Gemini?

And my reply was,‘ No. I don’t think so .Gemini’s success was just a fluke.’

When the next movie King released I was not interested to see to watch that as well. And when newspapers wrote that it did not do well at box-office I was so happy (but right now the movie King is very close to my heart for its own reasons). Don’t throw stones at me. Okay?

I had told my friend, ‘Did not I say that he would not make it big. His success of Gemini was just a fluke.’

Later when they showed the clippings of Samurai(Tamil movie) I got shocked. When the movie Samurai (Tamil movie) came out, I was wondering, ‘Oh god! How many movies this fellow will do in a year?’.

Sometimes later a lady anchor of SS music channel who is a great fan of Vikram, played Moongil Kadugale (from Samurai movie) song as per viewers’ request. When they played the song I went and changed the channel. Believe it or not but it is true! I don’t think I have much more things to say about Vikram in 2002, as he was almost a stranger to me. What I knew was he is a Tamil actor and hero of movies like Gemini, Sethu, Dhil, King, Kaasi and Samurai. Did I leave anything? I don’t think so. That’s it!

As I was working for a reputed multinational company of the state, I had to travel Coimbatore on official work. And had to spend almost 15days out of station, I mean at Coimbatore. When I was getting free time at Coimbatore I was watching all other actors’ movies but never felt like I should watch Vikram's movies . I don’t know why .I saw almost other actor’s movies (Ajit, Surya, Madddy (Madhavan), Arjun.. sorry not Vijay’s.. still not watching. Don’t want to waste my valuable time in watching his movies but I like his dance a lot) but not Vikram's movies at that time.

There are many incidents should have been a part of this part of this Dumb Ideas theme but it is humanly impossible to include each and every one of them. And this is not my whole biography instead just a part of it. In fact, mainly concentrated on my special friends and few special incidents. So I have included only few people and incidents. I am a person who learns something by everyone whom I meet and hear. So, in such a case if I start to explain each and everything it may end up in a size bigger than Mahabharath. That’s why cut shorting all those people and incidents here I am moving towards the main stream.

But I have to mention something here about a person in the year 2002. May be in brief but it is important. Mr. Shivanand, A civil Engineer cum central government employee by profession! He was my main inspiration to achieve a good achievement in my work. He was my senior manager in whom I felt like I found the many qualities, which I was looking for in my friend. It was such a friendship between us about which the other teams of our office so jealous of!

Strange fact of my life is the letter ‘S’ played many important roles. When I had to say farewell to lecturer Shivaprasad, one more person played a major role in my professional life. It was Shivanand, again the letter ‘S’!




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I'm learning to love the people who are willing to love me at present. And trying to forget the people in the past and thank them for hurting me, which led me to love the people I have today!