Part 91: The door of memories would never close!

I just closed my eyes.

‘I should not cry. Yes. It was his wish.’

‘Kenny! A word to say.. A word to hear.. Even in your absence, I feel you near. My feeling is strong. Hope it goes along. We’ll get connect and I will be waiting for that moment till heart goes on…I don’t know on which faith my heart stays, but keeping the promise on the pain, which is reflecting in my eyes, this friendship will be much more deeper than love. Don’t forget, if you get hurt the other one will feel the pain. If you smile, the other one feel happy.

Kennedy (Kenny) ! You are my inner soul’s kannady(mirror)!

The people who know the true value of feeling will understand the language of eyes. Even if we see someone in our dreams we feel like we met them. The sky too cries for pure love, affection and care but the people think it as just a rain.

I hope you are not one among them. Almost after 17 years I cried for someone and it was for you! Yes, you made me to shed tears through your struggle, through your pure child heart. You left an unforgettable touch through your genuine character in my heart.

I hate stars and celebrities but it was the simple yet great human being within you made me your fan. I used to call the fans, especially the blind followers as losers but today I’m proud to say I admire you. I admire the simple yet great human being in you. I don’t know when we meet but as I promised I’ll surely come to see you and meet you face to face. One day the other. Very soon! And I’ll not let you know that why I came. I will not tell you. Anyhow I know you may not even have a minute of time to listen to my words because you are a star, nah, today? But don’t forget. I am not coming to meet a star. I’ll come to meet the simple human being. I’ll come to meet my Kenny, the ordinary person, in an ordinary way and will see how extraordinary you’ll emerge in my view point, in our face to face meet. Let me see whether you can understand the language of eyes and tears or not. I don’t expect anything from you. My affection, love and care will be unconditional. I’ll spend my time to understand you but until we meet each other I am gonna judge you as I normally do with others. But when we are going to meet each other only the time can tell.

Time!!

‘Time’- the costliest thing, which could never be purchased by anyone or never going to come back. So, when someone spends it for you, it just shows the depth of care that they show on you!

In my life it is much more special- the time! I want to clutch it but it’s running out of my hand.

In our life most of the time we don’t give importance to time. The people who give importance or know the true value of time are in three categories. First one the people who want to achieve or reach something in their life. Second one, the people who have got special call from someone special. The third one is the combination of first two. I was in one among these three categories. Exactly which one? Leaving it to your imagination.

It’s 6.15 a.m.

I returned home and just closed the door.

Though I had closed the door of my room, I knew, the door of memories would never close!

How much I missed my special friend no one knows. Each minute were passing like year; and I was remembering the memories of my special friend in silent tears!

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