Part 87: ‘I was exactly in search of you!'

‘Just in one view you became a guest of mine! Just by saying few words you became a world of mine! In fact being with me since many days these people could never became a friend of mine. But being far away from me how you became a heart beat of mine?’

I was looking for the answers in him.

I just closed my eyes for few seconds.

To view the scenes within the remembrance, we don’t need eyes. To hear the words within our memory we don’t need ears.

There was a lengthy silence and I heard the voice clearly ‘Being near is not the meaning of being close. I may be far from you but will always be there with you!’

Yes. I could feel. Very promptly my heart thuds.

God’s blessing may come as a surprise and how much we receive depends on how much we believe. May we be blessed beyond what we expect?

Yeah. I could feel it.

His words assured me that my original vision about him was true. It was only after a struggle between my intellectual pride on the one hand, and in the other the personality of him, which was a centre of an inspiration without an ego, and of love without a touch of selfishness. I forgot all other things, completely merged in that thought alone.

The words, which were vanished from my mind since many years finally flashed in my heart.

‘I was exactly in search of you!’

I felt assured that who he actually was, and began to evince towards him with an intense affection and out of abounding love for him, the like of which I never showed or felt towards anyone else in the world so far, I opened my eyes.

Oh my! He was moving back with open arms and smiling. Looks like that it was his message. I just tried to move but could not. I felt like my legs were frozen. He was still moving back.

‘Hey, Kenny! Wait! Listen to me. Where you are going? Wait’, I shrieked almost but looked like he had to go. I don’t know when my legs moved, I rushed towards him.

Hey! Looks like he is playing ‘Catch me if you can’ game.

‘Hey, Kenny! Don’t hurry. Be careful!’, I was worried about him as there so many rocks. Yeah .I was worried about him. He should not get hurt!

I just knew I would catch him somehow but I was worried that he should not get hurt in that game. I just knew I would reach unto him. I just knew I would.

And then……..

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SCREEEEEECCCCCHHHHHH!!

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